12.21.2025
hi friends. it’s been a week since my last drink — so, here we are. starting over. again. i made it 518 days once and really thought i’d earned the right to be occasional about it. turns out occasionally is a slippery little liar. it slowly became a few times a week, and i felt…
12.18.2025
hi friends. this is week two of being unmedicated. not because i wanted to be brave or reckless or “raw dog life”but because i cannot afford it right now. i lost my job in august. i found another one – better, even – but the benefits don’t hit the same. and when your brain needs…
12.16.2025
i deleted the old blog. not because it failed, because actually, it was doing fairly alright. but because it wasn’t honest. or at least, i wasn’t honest. i was writing while trying to keep it hidden from my friends and family, like this secret side project that somehow wasn’t allowed to exist in daylight. this…
Bipolar Bear 